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So it has been forever since I have been on here but here I am. I have lost some weight since I have been gone and I just wanted to tell everyone how I have done it……. Weight Watchers I am here to tell you it works! Yeah it is kinda expensive but I love my meetings you get to learn so much there about positive thoughts and how when someone tells you you look good don’t say yeah but I have a long way to go, Thank them and be happy with how far you have come.

Some days life will fight you being in a good mood with all it has. Today was one of those days. I was mad at my brother in law this morning because we have the heat set lower because the gas bill was so high and when we got up htis morning it was set at over 70 degrees, He doesn’t have to pay bills so he doesn’t understand.  Today was my daughters first day back at school because she got herself suspended, Then I get to work and people are fighting amongst themselves I have done really well on my eating though. Oh yeah we signed my daughter up for counceling because of recent behaviors and that starts thursday and I am a little nervous about that also. But if she starts doing that one night a week that is one night I know I will have to go to south bend so that is a definate gym night. Thanks for listening to my little rant.

Ok so I am a little bit nervous to step on the scale it has been forever since I have been to the gym or on buddyslim and I know that I have gained back what I lost plus a few pounds my clothes are so tight it isn’t funny but I will continue to force my way into them. I am not going to buy new clothes because that would mean that I am giving into being fat.  I will just have to work to lose the weight again.  I just don’t think I am ready to step back on a scale yet.

Ok I know it has been forever but I think I am back.  My motivation went out the window there for awhile but hopefully I will do better I am trying to watch what I eat again and as soon as we stop getting this white stuff My family will be heading to the gym since now all 3 of us have memberships.  Ok hope to her from some of my old buddies if they haven’t given up on hearing from me yet.

Well I have my tickets to San Diego and I got one for my mother also we will be there for his graduation but not family day. It just cost to much to get them the day before it was 150.00 more for the extra day.  Mom is glad that she is getting to go.  OK well I suppose I should go spend the day with my family
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

Sorry to all my buddies I have not made it on here in awhile, I have been so busy we have had osme behavior problems with our 12 year old and I am almost ready to pull my hair out. It seems like my brothers graduation is going to be here before I know it and I don’t even have flight reservations to San Diego yet. (for everyone who doesn’t know he is in marine bootcamp) I have been managing to get to the gym it seems like my only escape from the crazyness I call life.  Ok so I have to go I have a ton of things to do my Christmas party with my friends from work is tonigth and I am going to get my hair trimmed.  I will try to catch up on my buddies blogs later I am sorry I miss you guys so much.

Ok so I didn’t make it to the gym last night and I don’t know that i will make it Sunday because I am suposed to be going to mom and dads. I think this is the first time I have been there since my brither left, we are having a nice dinner together.  Hopefully I do better about the gym next week.   Ok sorry so short but I have a million and one things to do.

Ok so when I went shopping for jeans this last time I bought a goal pair of jeans this is what I wanted to fit into and soon,  well today I zipped these jeans up no problem!!!  Water aerobics was fun yesterday and I can definatly feel it in my abs, I ddi extra crunches when I got home also I have to do them again tonight I feel like this is the time that I am gonna get this weight loss thing right I will be the skinny thing that I want to be (not to skinny though)  I have support frim family and friends and especially my buddies this time and I want it even more than I ever have.  Well it is time to check on my buddies.  Talk to you soon.

So we went to the gym on the other side of town and I think I like it better the only problem I had with it was the traffic and the fact that it is farther from my house. It seemed bigger and they definatly had more cardio equiptment.  The staff was very friendly but they are at the fitness USA that I normally go to also.  My aunt and I are talking about switching to that one just because of the extra cardio  because the gym we go to we normally have to wait to get to the machines that we want to use.  Alright I am off to check on my buddies.  remember to stick with it it might not go as fast as you want it to but it will sneak up on you and you will one day realize how much you have lost.

So the holidays went pretty well I thought haven’t seemed to gain any more weight and my jeans actually seem to be a little looser.  I am going to a different branch of the same gym today.  The manager there told me she can help me some with diet and nutritional aspects of my weight loss because I had gained some of the few pounds I had lost back but am now starting to lose it again and I would like to keep it that way. The worst part about weight loss (sorry guys) is that it leaves your boobs first.  On thanksgiving I got a phone call from my brother who is in bootcamp I was so happy to hear from him.  He wrote and told me that he won’t be able to write for awhile because they have field week this week and the crucible the following week.  I am still planning on going out to San Diego in January to watch him graduate He seemed really excited to hear that I am going. Well gotta go  check on my buddies!